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I will never meet him :'( C O D Y L I N L E Y

Because I will never go to America lately.
I'm just open up the afs site tomorrow nite and figure out that I'm not passed.
I was a lil bit sad at that time. But not crying, it's more like i wanna barf. I wanna throw up everything in my tummy, but, fortunately nothing to throw.
I don't know what to talk. It's just so hard for me. I mean I've been through that so far. But here I am. Failed dumb stupidity. Tomorrow nite, I feel so down. After I open that site, I'm straightly turn off this computer and take my cellphone put the headset on my ears and listening to Breathe song by Taylor Swift. And That song save my life, because only with that song I can really breathe.

And after hearing that song I played Th Climb song. It give my spirit back. Really heart this song. and then I fall asleep.

That was kinda traumatic night for me. I'm so scared now.

Well, we have to realize that every single incident in our life must have the lesson that we can learn. Like in my case, I can learn that I was too unsocial. maybe I'm smart, cool, kind, but not kind enuff to be an envoy of indonesia.

Now, I'll really do my best to be a better one. Maybe with become the class leader like now, i can practice to be a real leader :)


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nite, xoxoxo adzkia WANT MORE?

THE GIRL

hEY i'M aDZKIA
I was born on august seventeen years ago
I went to SMAN 6 Bogor since about three years ago
Most people think that I'm a freak
because I'm anti-social, social awkward, nerd alike, too conservative, etc
But, you know what?

I take those scorn as a compliment
Genius people are freak
Let's take Einstein as an example
He was forecasted to be retarded at his younger age
But look, what he found is really changing our life

And well,
Our prophet Muhammad
He brought something really new at that time
People thought he was crazy, because he taught Islam
But he kept on attempting to spread Islam and finally lightened up the world from the darkness period

So, don't be afraid to be different
Rainbow isn't beautifull if it's all black
Think out of the box Mannn!!

Oh, oh, oh

Yeah
I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don`t go

And i said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I`ll be waiting, all there`s left to do is run
You`ll be the prince and i`ll be the princess
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me, they`re trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it`s real
Don`t be afraid, we`ll make it out of this mess
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes

I got tired of waiting, wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When i met you on the outskirts of town

And i said
Romeo save me, i`ve been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, i don`t know what to think
He knelt to the ground and he pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, juliet, you`ll never have to be alone
I love you and that`s all i really know
I talked to your dad, you`ll pick out a white dress
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh

We were both young when i first saw you

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