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I just want you to see my boyfie clearlier :p

He's with his partner at double mix,Lee Hyo Jung, I think she's his sister or something. They are a great player!I don't really care about nationalisme. I support LEE YONG DAE.
I hope he become the winner at badminton game now at senayan. I don't know the name of that game. I only know about Lee yong dae. My husband and I love him so freaking deep much.

Omg. It's real morning have to take a bath.. byeee 0 comment, will <3

I'm posting this update at 5.22 this is so early, and I havent go praying yet. I'm so lazy, so dizy, so sick, so tired. Like I don't wanna continue my life.. that's too much, maybe i just wanna skip the school. My leptop is so hot right now because i'm forget to turn off my leptop last night.

well, yesterday i was in 3rd audition of afs. before that, in angkot i meet mbak gita. it's so fun to talk with her, she tells me about her jenesys experiment, and she's reaveal the secret what i'm gonna do at this audition. And She Tells me like this... "I think Adzkia will get YES program :)" I was just like "holy crap! that's what i really wanted!" LOL

But, at the room when it started, I'm so gay! I acted like a dummy who just suplying sellophane. But, anyway I feel so happy because I have new friends, like Anis, Zahrina, male, rizky, and sari. Sari is the best. I spend much time to chat with her. talking about everything. And I'm so jealous with her beacuse, she in regina pacis got their holiday since two weeks ago! wtf! sman 6 sick!

can you see the cute man above? he's lee yong dae. he's my new crush. besides he's too cute he's also got the great talent at badminton. he's so powerfull. Me and my bestie Akis realy love him like crazy. We are about wanna go to senayan to meet him.Oh Lee Yong Dae he really deserves to be my husband ;) 0 comment, will <3

Yes.. woohoo.. I can pass the second audition of afs.. this like crazy, and i'm so freaking hapy now. I hope I can go to america an meet cody linley :P 0 comment, will <3

Exam week is over. I feel happy + sad. Happy because I don’t have to wake up at 3 am anymore and get my heart beating so fast because there’s so many subject matter that I haven’t finish learning that. So, when I wake up at 3 am this morning, I was just like, oh, gosh… there’s no exam for today. I fall asleep then, till 8 am. Wow. What a day!

And I feel so sad because I have to leave my cm. He’s kinda funny, smart, amusing, & sweet kid. It’s been a great week to sit beside him. He never disturbs me, like another ppl may do. He is always nice to me. He always makes me laugh about the silliest stuff. Even if it isn’t hilarious at all or he used to say it “garink ge!” that always makes me ROFL.

Too bad, I think he think I don’t like him or He think that he’s too annoying for me. Oh, that’s too wrong. Oh well, I think about that because after the last exam he asking apologize for me. And what a fool me, I just shake his hand and just said “its okay” instead of said “I’m sorry if I had any mistakes” too. Ohhhhhh…. Smart but Stupid.. yeah that’s me.

But, even it’s over. I don’t feel relieved yet. I think I’m not doing well at every exam that I’ve done. But I just can pray for the best now. I wish I don’t get too many remed, and I wish my cm won’t take me as a stupid, dork, lazy, ugly, mean, indifferent, and everything else.

shouldve said no-Taylor Swift 0 comment, will <3


It feels so bad. It really makes me going under the very very deep yellow sea near too Guang Zhou at Shang Emperor, after the chin period.. omg, fuck with history exam! Ugh! It’s not really hard maybe, if I can sneaky open book like all my friends do. But that’s just what a villagers and the dark future grabber do. And I, I’m not the part of them so, I just don’t wanna do that, I’m idealistic or maybe you can call me a nerd, and I don’t even care. Life is a choice.

But one thing that makes it really bad is… the history exam is kind of exam that everyone can get the good score easily (with cheating, ofcourse!). Yeah, and me, I never get the good score on it because I never do cheating, so, I always have to do make up test.

And in the exam today, as usual, my friends can do that perfectly cheatly. I’m just thinking with myself being confident and… sleep! (With my chairmate ‘sopeh’ doesn’t care at all, or maybe he just pretend to be doesn’t care even he feels ‘wtf with this lazy ass girl!). Guys, I was studying till 5 am. So that’s normal!

In my sleep I was dreaming about my exam result, and shock, I got 20th rank… shit! Then, I wake up and see the class remains the same with my LJK undone. God! Hope that creepy things not happen to me. Allah is the greatest savior. Make me strong to face all of this.

I have to study!!!!!! 0 comment, will <3

I think this is the last night for me to be OL. Because i think i will be busy in the future two weeks.. i have to study and preparing for AFS stage 2. so if you're commenting on my youtub or in my facebook, i'm so sorry if'm not replying.

My target is to get back my rank at least big five in class. And I can pass all of AFS stuff and go to america.

I believe I can change. I can move on. Sure.

Guys, just wish me luck okay.. I love yew 0 comment, will <3

I'm so hyper happy that I can pass the first stage of AFS well. I still can believe it, because i think i do my test soo bad. but, yeah thx God! you make me feel gewd.


Then I'm so dying inside, because bio teacher suddenly give the fucking exam after school. Then i'm just scored 36. WOOOOOWWWWWWW. That's not too litle. many of my friends get lower score. but that isn't help...

Oh yeah, i think my maag relapsed. I always have to eat some cookies, to tamming my tummy. Ough *cursing on school* WANT MORE?

THE GIRL

hEY i'M aDZKIA
I was born on august seventeen years ago
I went to SMAN 6 Bogor since about three years ago
Most people think that I'm a freak
because I'm anti-social, social awkward, nerd alike, too conservative, etc
But, you know what?

I take those scorn as a compliment
Genius people are freak
Let's take Einstein as an example
He was forecasted to be retarded at his younger age
But look, what he found is really changing our life

And well,
Our prophet Muhammad
He brought something really new at that time
People thought he was crazy, because he taught Islam
But he kept on attempting to spread Islam and finally lightened up the world from the darkness period

So, don't be afraid to be different
Rainbow isn't beautifull if it's all black
Think out of the box Mannn!!

Oh, oh, oh

Yeah
I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don`t go

And i said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I`ll be waiting, all there`s left to do is run
You`ll be the prince and i`ll be the princess
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me, they`re trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it`s real
Don`t be afraid, we`ll make it out of this mess
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes

I got tired of waiting, wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When i met you on the outskirts of town

And i said
Romeo save me, i`ve been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, i don`t know what to think
He knelt to the ground and he pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, juliet, you`ll never have to be alone
I love you and that`s all i really know
I talked to your dad, you`ll pick out a white dress
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh

We were both young when i first saw you

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